Deviant Login Shop  Join deviantART for FREE Take the Tour
×

More from deviantART



Details

Submitted on
November 21, 2012
Link
Thumb

Stats

Views
231
Favourites
6 (who?)
Comments
13
×
How much I love capu.. What an amazing friend.

It has been a year and a half since I met my first online friend, what a perfect start :,)

I will never forget when she noted me

"Hi neonspaida!!!

So I believe you are a wonderful artist and you have talent! Thanks so much for the wolf you drew me and the letter! : D I appreciate it! Thank you! I just wanted to say I love your style and I think you are great at drawing. I love Spaida and how you make her eyes a bright neon-ish blue! They're really pretty and stand out against her brown fur! I love wolves too! I have a request. Can you draw my mascot with your mascot? I'd love it so much! -SLiNKi47

That just ment the world to me. It was a comment from a huge inspiration, and I probably would have left the website if this wasn't sent for me. I don't think she realises how happy it made me, I don't think I understood until now either. I lived and breathed her art! We would send notes and we were so immature (: Both socially awkward kids, who were friends on a silly little website!

So many notes, so many "Can _____ be friends with _____?"

Then she got very, very popular. I still feel terrible how jealous I was to this day : ( She was my only internet friend, I didn't want anyone else to be friends with her! She kept making notes for other people, oh how jealous could I have ever been more?

Leaving dc was really hard. People starting comparing us to eachother. Of course she always won. I don't know why it was a compition, people considered us the "best" you could say, and we were always being compared. What a terrible feeling.

I left and was alone on da for a few months. I saw a comment from someone named whimsey11. She told me she was slinki!

I honestly cried, I thought we would be compared again, and I couldn't be myself.

She had proven me so wrong.

How kind she was to me, what a sweet girl. Never failed to be completely polite and bring me up. I will never forget that. When I still had such an awkward time in my life I had her to look forward to! She was always commenting, and even eventually put up streams! (: I was nervous at first, thought maybe she would find other friends and I would be quiet and to myself like it had been.

I was wrong again! It was so funny, we were so silly(: We would stream for 6-8 hours, never leaving! Scaring off the other 5 people on average there were! XP She had about 100-300 watchers at that time. How much she has improved.

She gotten so popular. You would think the same cycle would go around again right? Wrong. She stayed still so wonderful and kind, through it all. Even through a period that I did not speak a single word to her for quite some time, still she never failed to be there for me. Lifting me up, building my confidence, heck, making me feel a ton better in school. Before I moved I had gotten so many friends, she had so much more life experience than me and her selflessness had taught me so much.

To this day she has 9000+ watchers, 40 people on her streams, and nothing has changed. I am not jealous anymore, yet I am going to return all the kindness she has shown to me.

She has always been my idol/inspiration/bff

I love you Capu, thank you for being such a good friend when I was not.
Add a Comment:
 
:iconikodi:
iKodi Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Awe I'm happy for you
Reply
:iconzealouslyy:
zealouslyy Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2012
;A; SQUEEE

This made me happy :icontwibeamplz: Lawl, I DON'T KNOW WHY!
Reply
:iconfoxfacelovegood:
FoxfaceLovegood Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
AWWWW
I met Capu aout 2 months ago?
I love hr are, and i`m proud to be her friend.
Your such an amasing friend Pug!
Reply
:iconrainfreezer:
rainfreezer Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
;w;
i met capu while she was still extremely popular, many months ago
i loved her art, and i gradually got to know her better and i'm proud to be her friend to this day <3

and when I met you, and we started talking about the red+yellow mix ahem i cannot say the word it was so hilarious x'DD
i love you too sarah ffff <33

i know i had my flaws, but though first I got mad(ffff kill me) when you told me how I didn't seem to be appreciating things, now whenver I get gifts, I tell them exactly how happy I am that they care and would draw something just for me. <3
Reply
:iconeskiwolf64:
Eskiwolf64 Featured By Owner Nov 21, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
This made me cry. Twice. Its amazing to see something like that. To be successful in creating frieds and seeing how far you had both come and grown. Wow. That is an experience i could only wish to have. Keep livin on as only you two can do. ~~
Reply
:iconxmizuokami:
xMizuOkami Featured By Owner Nov 21, 2012  Student Digital Artist
WHY AM I CRYING WHAT.

Ermygosh pug
dat was cute okay.
Reply
:iconcapukat:
Capukat Featured By Owner Nov 21, 2012  Student General Artist
Ohmygod....

I never in a million years would've expected this and askdjh

I can't say how amazing knowing you has been too
And how even I was jealous of you at times. <3 I looked up to you and sometimes I felt like you'd also made so many fans and friends when I felt like I couldn't be a part of that <333333

;~;
Eeeee and to think you felt the same way!!

Oohh gosh
Sarah sarah sarah D; I know you'll always have your irl friends but I won't exaggerate when I say I'll be as real as I can be on here for ya <3

And ohhh you were never a bad friend and I'm sorry you feel that way coz gosh, I was just glad I had the chance to know you and find you on here ;U;

I literally stayed up that night I found your dA omg <3 :heart:

I missed you so much on DC and yes you were my first online friend too and I was convinced I might've lost you at one point D;

But gosh <3333
There's no need to ever be jealous ofc coz you, as you, are amazing ;U; and no one can ever be you!!
your art and you as a person <333


Eee and as I'm reading this again i'm tearing up and my face hurts from smiling and omg

My next biggest dream would be to meet you in person so I could hug you and never ever let go omg gosh <333

I felt at times I should've talked to you more and I feel bad that maybe sometimes I didn't but I'm just glad to say that with all the ups and downs, we're still friends <3
HECK WITH THAT

closest buttbuddies waifusees interweb-firsts wolf artistoos amazing partners in assassination and disguise alksdjhf completely sexy badasses friendoos till the end of the world 30 days later

<3333 okay I don't even have any words so before I make myself sound like I dropped half of my brain walking over to this page Imma say I :heart: you as my bestest first interwebs artest friendest ever-est ;U;

alsdkjfh :hug:
and you my friend
ROCK
Reply
:iconpugofpower:
pugofpower Featured By Owner Nov 21, 2012
Ohhhhhh capu <333333333333333

I don't ever think you could realize how much you impacted me :,) :heart:

The only reason I am on da, stayed on dc, had as many friends irl is because of you!

I don't know any real life friend who has done that for me!! There is no reason to ever even wish that we were real life friends! You have done so much for me and I can't help but cry sometimes!!

The amazing feeling having the best artist in the world supporting you <3 I can't express it!

I will never leave da!! I don't know what I could do!! So many people tease me for being on here and what I draw, but if you are there to inspire me and help me, it is so worth it!!

I don't deserve all the love capu! You are one of the most amazing people on this planet

screw that, in this UNIVERSE, and you deserve everything, that is why you get it!! You deserve every last bit!! Every "I'm your biggesst fan" comment a year ago on dc, to every last praise on da, you deserve EVERY last one!! And 10,000+ more!!

You could be selfish capu, it wouldn't matter! You would have your art to make up for it! But to be as kind as you are, I can not even comprehend how lucky I am <3333333

I love you so so so much Capu :iconluvluvplz: Really!!
Reply
:iconcapukat:
Capukat Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2012  Student General Artist
D; omigosh

I'm so glad alskdjfh I don't even know what to say anymore

The amazing feeling to know that I have a friend like you <3 :heart:
and pssh I'm not even close to being the best c:

;u; Gosh and I could never stand it if you every left ^-^ :hug:

<3333 You deserve moreee love :heart: :heart:

And oh gosh ;A; And to know I have someone like you who took the time to write this
I think it's safe to say I'm luckier Cx
:hug: <3 :heart:

And I love you tooo Sarahhh <333
best friends!
Forever! :'D
Reply
:iconaidan-rosario:
Aidan-Rosario Featured By Owner Nov 21, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
That is sooo sweet. It's really nice that you and Capu are such great friends :'(
Reply
Add a Comment: