How much I love capu.. What an amazing friend.
It has been a year and a half since I met my first online friend, what a perfect start :,)
I will never forget when she noted me
So I believe you are a wonderful artist and you have talent! Thanks so much for the wolf you drew me and the letter! : D I appreciate it! Thank you! I just wanted to say I love your style and I think you are great at drawing. I love Spaida and how you make her eyes a bright neon-ish blue! They're really pretty and stand out against her brown fur! I love wolves too! I have a request. Can you draw my mascot with your mascot? I'd love it so much! -SLiNKi47
That just ment the world to me. It was a comment from a huge inspiration, and I probably would have left the website if this wasn't sent for me. I don't think she realises how happy it made me, I don't think I understood until now either. I lived and breathed her art! We would send notes and we were so immature (: Both socially awkward kids, who were friends on a silly little website!
So many notes, so many "Can _____ be friends with _____?"
Then she got very, very popular. I still feel terrible how jealous I was to this day : ( She was my only internet friend, I didn't want anyone else to be friends with her! She kept making notes for other people, oh how jealous could I have ever been more?
Leaving dc was really hard. People starting comparing us to eachother. Of course she always won. I don't know why it was a compition, people considered us the "best" you could say, and we were always being compared. What a terrible feeling.
I left and was alone on da for a few months. I saw a comment from someone named whimsey11. She told me she was slinki!
I honestly cried, I thought we would be compared again, and I couldn't be myself.
She had proven me so wrong.
How kind she was to me, what a sweet girl. Never failed to be completely polite and bring me up. I will never forget that. When I still had such an awkward time in my life I had her to look forward to! She was always commenting, and even eventually put up streams! (: I was nervous at first, thought maybe she would find other friends and I would be quiet and to myself like it had been.
I was wrong again! It was so funny, we were so silly(: We would stream for 6-8 hours, never leaving! Scaring off the other 5 people on average there were! XP She had about 100-300 watchers at that time. How much she has improved.
She gotten so popular. You would think the same cycle would go around again right? Wrong. She stayed still so wonderful and kind, through it all. Even through a period that I did not speak a single word to her for quite some time, still she never failed to be there for me. Lifting me up, building my confidence, heck, making me feel a ton better in school. Before I moved I had gotten so many friends, she had so much more life experience than me and her selflessness had taught me so much.
To this day she has 9000+ watchers, 40 people on her streams, and nothing has changed. I am not jealous anymore, yet I am going to return all the kindness she has shown to me.
She has always been my idol/inspiration/bff
I love you Capu, thank you for being such a good friend when I was not.